1. |
Worth
01:52
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All I’m doing
Standing, wallowing
How can I measure up?
What’s the point of this
If you don’t understand your
Own purpose?
I’m sorry that I can’t measure up
To what we thought I’d amount to
I’m nothing but words
That never cease to fail everyone
I’m sorry
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2. |
Rest
02:10
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We’re all in need of rest
From the wicked
For we are the weary
We’re all in need of sleep
To dream of the far away
An escape where we can play
I’m in need of you
I can’t do this on my own
I’m in need of you
Will you take me to where I can rest
In spite of all the fear
I still wake up
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3. |
Locks
01:56
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Please don’t pick at me
I’m too sensitive to bare
The things that I’ve locked away
With such tender care
My scars lie behind
these locks that should never be opened
The horrors of a life
No one prepared me for
How could they have foreseen
Me dying every day
Inside I’m alone and left to stay
Until her love showed the way
But the path is uncrossable
At least for me
The journey incompatible
With my broken mind
Failure
I’m such a failure
I’m bound and gagged
By the crippling anxiety I have
Failures
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4. |
Because
02:36
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I can remember when I was younger
All of the little things
Excitement so foreign to me now
Am I a hollow being?
She’s my whole world
But I can’t in good conscience say
That it’s all up to her to make my day
So...
I hope to one day have iron clad skin
So venomous words don’t take hold within
I hope to one day be brave like my father
So I don’t cry like a pig to the slaughter
I hope to one day stand up to the devil
Lest he command and possess this vesel
Then he would be
Trapped within me
With all of my
Panic and anxiety
I hope I’m alright one day
Because I can’t stand it here anymore
I hope I’m someone who’s made
Something of their life
Because happiness is all I want
And it’s not fair to you
To shoulder all of me
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5. |
Heartless
03:03
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Take me down to the bottom of the ocean
I don’t care where we wind up, just swim
Drown me down at the bottom of the ocean
Where I feel like I deserve it all
Hurt me more than anyone else has
Will you bury me with the god I once had?
Hurt me more than anyone else has
Will you take care of the home I once had?
Hurt me more than anyone else has
Will you be there for the love I once had?
You are heartless
Naturally
You are ruthless
Unshakably
You are scurrilous
Undoubtedly
Murderous
Self reliantly
Dangerous
To everyone, especially yourself
Don’t pretend you’re alone in this
Look around you
They’re here to help
Don’t pretend you’re the only one
Who’s ever felt this way
Hurt me more than anyone else has
Don’t pretend that you’re the same olde mara
You’re heartless, naturally
You’re selfish, insatiably
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6. |
S M S H
03:12
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Maybe all the hurtful words are true
That I am nothing, save for you
Attached yourself to a sinking ship
Adrift alone in all the shit
It hurts to pretend that I’m alright
I fight it everyday with all my might
I’m the living dead, it seems
There’s nothing left for me
I hate me
Murder the mirror to get some relief
I hate this
Suffocating blackness wrapped around my heart
I hate you
For letting me become this thing to be abused
I know
You are
Alone
Because
I am too
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